i dont say “no” to drugs
i say “no thank you” because i wasnt raised in a fucking barn like some of you hoodlums
Moving to a new place where you know your boyfriend, your roommates, and your neighbors sucks. Might seem like a lot of people, but not really. They all have their own friends and they’ve already created a bond with each other. I don’t fit in with them and their bond. I know my boyfriend, but he’s gone in class or at work all day. When he does see me he just gets frustrated with me for not being able to make a decision or doing dishes and cleaning the wrong way. It’s not like I can go to school and make friends, I’m doing online classes. I don’t even go to a real college. What friends I thought I had are still in Seattle and won’t even think of visiting me because I’m too far away. It’s only been a week and a half and I haven’t left the house other than to drop off resumes and go to the grocery store. I feel alone and nobody here understands or sympathizes with me.
But I guess I do have one friend. Her name is Eunice. But she’s my car.